so now that i am 26..ive been getting the "you aint married???" "where is your boyfriend/husband" kinda talks and looks. To that i always said no..he hasnt been sent my way. Now what i mean by "he" is a guy with:
-a job
- all his teeth..no grills dammit. you 30 years old and got a grill on somebodys job?? and your name aint master p or nelly?? you need to be shot you grown ass man!
-a damn education (hell ill take even highschool!)
-no kids..or atleast no baby momma drama/baggage (i dont want another "cheaters"- like confrontation, like with that one guy who promised his babymomma a washer/dryer but forgot to tell her that he was dating other ppl (me) that she came up to the movie theater where we were and proceeded to fight him and break his car windows as we were walking out of the movies!!!!!) <--ill explain that later..i was soo embarrased!!!!
-love for his mom..and understanding that i LOVE mines...maybe a lil too much for others taste. but i appreciate the sacrifices she made for me soooo much! i could never repay her moneywise but i can give her all my love until i cant give anymore.
- an understanding that I sometimes drop from the face of the earth every now and then to clear my head and get my shit together..so dont give me shit when i feel the need to do that..its not YOU.
-a car..gas is a bitch right now.
-funds. not alot but just enough to not have us go out and "forget" his wallet and i have to pay. thats happen to me 4 times!!!

i guess the lord heard me and sent me:
Steven- Older guy about atleast late 30's, met at bestbuy...said that it was his day off (he was buying alicia keyes and i think a porn) and wanted to see me the SAME DAY! I think he took a cam-phone picture of my ass when he was behind me in line b/c he came running up behind me when i was already in my car and bout to pull out flippin his phone. He asked me my age in a creepy way and asked if i was into white guys or guys like him. I thought that was rather weird. If you got ya "game" and can talk to someone..it shouldnt matter what color you are..atleast thats how i reason it.
Alan- a guy i knew from school who hung out in the gym when i did. He has a job at blockbuster, personal trainer and has NFL dreams so that takes up his times..but thats ok b/c his body is DEVINE) i would see him in passing but this last time at a restaurant he asked for my number and gave me a "more than friend hug" as i was leaving. I didnt get that vibe that he liked me until now...called me and wanted to see me THAT DAY! ive been playing phone tag with him b/c everytime we talk..he wants to see me like right then! i dont know but i get that like after we go out to eat..he is gonna wanna "see" me *wink* and im just not ready for that..plus my time at night is me..i dont wanna be in no one's face! (thats the anti social in me coming out)
Andre- a random dood that evidently knows what i drive and knows my dog...but i dont know JACK about him. I think he is full of shit. but hey..whatever. bragged about his house and all that like i knew him or something. Again, wanted to see the SAME DAY!

see the trend: i always thought that guys who want to be around you like right away..were looking for a good time. not anything real or something. I dont know...but that kinda scares me b/c im not in that girls just wanna have fun phase..im just looking for someone i can stand!
Well, i got a bad vibe from that steven...i aint callin him. When he asked me how old i was..it was just too creepy like i was too young for him but ill do lol Alan is the only viable option but im kinda scared. I think he is a recovering alcholic or something b/c he said he hasnt had a drink in 4 years..and when i asked him why he ignored the question. I still gotta do some diggin to see where he is coming from.